there's nothing more to say except...
I HAVE OFFICIALLY GONE INSANE!
oh wait no... not insane... probably just a bit loopy or maybe it's because i'm so goddamn sleepy... no... i'm not sleepy, more like hyper and running on energy... yeah, let's stick to that idea!
let's reset!
I AM OFFICIALLY HYPER AND RUNNING ON JUST LEFTOVER ENERGY!
yeah, that should the trick...
i dunno really why the hell i can't get to sleep this time... it's probably because we watched too much heroes and the... no that's not it... uhmm... i can't think of a good reason so let's just say that i just can't go to sleep! yey! i wonder if i can beat my 5:30am sleep-time record?
anyway... the time for the review crap is fast approaching and i still don't have anything. you know, like the file case and the 1x1 pic. just plain laziness, that's what it is. i'm thinking of doing everything tomorrow, scratch that, later today since it is like 1 in the morning. anyway, the pic is easy. the file case is too since there's one just laying around mom's room. my real actual problem is... I DO NOT WANT TO EFFING GO!!! goddamnit... that's four hours of my sleeping time which means i can't do one of these late-nighters again! goddamnit...
well since we're in the topic of the review, it seems as if i'm the only in our barkada who hasn't even thought abour going to buy one of those reviewers or study on my own here at home. come on! if i don't study for the periodicals when it's going to take place the next day, what makes you think that i'll study for a test that's months away? i won't sacrifice my april for the UPCAT thank you very much... i know it's for my future and all that but that it exactly, MY FUTURE! what i do affects it right? so what if i get a rotten future, i have no one to blame but myself and i'll be true and not go all blame-shifter... that much i can promise
speaking of the future, we had a course talk with my onee-sans and okaa-san. i kept firm _like scream out loud firm_ that i would NOT go anywhere near a course that needed deep insight into the subjct of mathematics or physics or chemistry. leaves only a few options. one of them is nursing which i also have a firm opinion of... yana's opinion: NOT IN A MILLION GODDAMN YEARS! so of all the sisters, none will be taking nursing. too bad for the grandparents, but i can't stand being a nurse. just thinking about it gives me a headache. anyway, keeping away from that topic, we finally managed to think of something. me going psychology. haha... PERFECT... and if i back outta that one, i go CREATIVE WRITING. and if that doesn't work, i'm outta ideas! i'm dead if those two don't work out... haha...
and since i'm being an insomniac, i'll probably go on to search for that goddamn wallpaper now...
current activity: scouring deviantart for a good friendster background
current mood: half-sleepy, half-high
_i wanna sleep but can't_
_still can't find the goddamn background_